Meditations: Sunday of the Eighteenth Week of Ordinary Time (Year A)

Some reflections that can assist our prayer during the 18th week of Ordinary Time.


TODAY, the evangelist Matthew tells us that the crowds were eagerly seeking our Lord. They hungered for his preaching and miracles so greatly that, when they finally found Him, they listened to him happily until sunset. On one of those occasions, the apostles suggested to Jesus that He send the people away before nightfall so they could find somewhere to buy food for their journey home. But our Lord, moved by those hearts that were so eager for his word, didn’t want to let them go without giving them one last gift.

Jesus knew it wouldn’t be easy to find food for so many people in the nearby villages and farms. So He decided to use that opportunity to teach his apostles an important lesson. Jesus wanted them to learn to trust Him, to dream big, and not to be deterred by difficulties. So He said, “You give them something to eat” (Mt 14:16). They didn’t understand this perplexing instruction: the time, the place and lack of resources made it impossible to feed that multitude. It would have required many cartloads of bread and a sum of money they didn’t have.

The apostles didn’t know what to do. One of them said to Jesus, “We have only five loaves here and two fish” (Mt 14:17). And our Lord replied: “Bring them here to me” (Mt 14:18). Those few loaves and fish became the raw material for the miracle. The same happens in our lives. God knows that by ourselves we can do very little, but He never stops asking us to place in his hands the little we have. Thanks to that small gift, Christ was able to feed the entire crowd. Therefore we can ask ourselves, “What do I bring to Jesus today? He can do a lot with one of our prayers, with a small act of charity for others, even with one of our sufferings handed over to His mercy. We give our small things to Jesus, and He works miracles. This is how God loves to act: He does great things, starting from those small things, those freely-given ones.”[1] When we humbly offer Him what we are and what we have, even if it seems insufficient, our Lord can multiply it far more than we can imagine.


OUR LORD “ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass” (Mt 14:19). Little by little, they spread out across the hill, forming circles of friends and acquaintances. There were more than five thousand people; a huge crowd, though in our Lord’s heart each one found a special place. In his eyes, they were not an anonymous mass, but chosen and beloved persons, gathered around Him with a hunger for salvation. The whole scene has something of a festive air about it, like a foretaste of messianic times, when the people will enjoy definitive salvation, accompanied by every kind of blessing.

“Taking the five loaves and the two fish he looked up to heaven, and blessed, and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds” (Mt 14:19). Jesus’ gestures and words evoke the ritual of the head of the household breaking bread at a meal. His actions were accompanied by a prayer that combined thanksgiving, blessing and praise. It was traditional for the person who blessed the bread to eat the first piece and then distribute it to the others. On this occasion, given the large number of people gathered there, Jesus didn’t give the pieces directly to the people, but rather gave them to the disciples to distribute.

The apostles thus took part in the miracle. Despite their littleness, they became a concrete sign of our Lord’s omnipotent action. It was obvious that five loaves and two fish could not feed such a large crowd. But what seemed insufficient was transformed into an abundant meal, from which “they all ate and were satisfied” (Mt 14:20). Today, too, our Lord is counting on us to satisfy the hunger for God in the people around us. The gifts He has given us – faith, the sacraments, vocation – are not just for ourselves: they are meant to pass through our hands and become nourishment for many. Saint Josemaría commented on this scene: “He could have gotten the bread from wherever he wanted… but no! He seeks human cooperation: he needs a child, a young boy, some pieces of bread and some fish. He needs you and me, and yet he is God! This should urge us to be generous in our response to his graces.”[2] Jesus could do everything without us. But He wants to associate us with his compassion, so that our poverty, united with his mercy, may become abundance for others.


AT THE END of the story, the evangelist adds a significant detail: twelve baskets were filled with leftover food (cf. Mt 14:20). These baskets, overflowing with unused bread and fish, teach us a message about divine grace and generosity. Jesus could have calculated precisely the amount of food needed for everyone. Instead, He wanted more than what was necessary so that the disciples could gather what was left over. Thus He showed that God bestows his gifts and graces without measure, without human calculations of efficiency or mere sufficiency.

The supreme gift that our Lord has given us, prefigured in this miracle, is the Eucharist. “Let us think how wonderful it is,” Pope Leo XIV said, “when we give a gift – perhaps a small one, according to our means – and see that it is appreciated by the recipient; how happy we are when we realize that the gift, despite its simplicity, unites us even more closely to those we love. Indeed, what happens between us and God through the Eucharist is precisely that the Lord welcomes, sanctifies and blesses the bread and wine that we place on the altar, together with the offering of our lives, and he transforms them into the Body and Blood of Christ, the sacrifice of love for the salvation of the world. God unites himself to us by joyfully accepting what we bring, and he invites us to unite ourselves to him by likewise joyfully receiving and sharing his gift of love.”[3]

In this sacrament, Christ becomes food for us, to satisfy our hunger for truth and life. “Jesus remained in the Eucharist out of love… for you. He remained, knowing how men would receive him… and how you receive him. He remained so that you could eat Him, so that you could visit Him and tell Him about your things; and so that you could talk to Him as you pray beside the Tabernacle, and as you receive the Sacrament ; and so that you could fall in love more and more each day, and make other souls, many souls, follow the same path.”[4] We can ask our Lady for a Eucharistic heart like hers: a heart that knows how to turn to Christ to satisfy its own hunger and that, united to Him, also learns to become nourishment for others.

[1] Francis, Angelus, 25 June 2021.

[2] Saint Josemaría, In Dialogue with the Lord, p. 99.

[3] Leo XIV, Angelus, 22 June 2025.

[4] Saint Josemaría, The Forge, no. 887.